9-14-14

hurting so bad everyday===some days  a little better than others

7-2-14

hurting a lot the past few weeks
sleeping alot and napping???
this a.m. woke up at 5 took meds
still could not sleep so took more at 6 and then got up

6-16-14

went to Dr. North's office today

getting blood work  and  going back on vitamin D3   5,000 units a day

6-11-14

had a panic episode last nite and am fighting another one today---no idea of the trigger

6-6-14

trying to manage my pain so that i do not wake up hurting so bad.
am taking a pill around 6  a.m. and then going back to sleep

it seems to help some

5-30-14

First day of summer for me

covered in bruises and hurting from doing too much in classroom
hope things get better over the summer

5-26-14

hurting pretty bad on and off more ON than off

Janessa rubbed on my hip the other night and I yelled and hollered as she did

It is getting worse and I have not had a vitamin D supplement in months

5-20-14

stress-filled day

anxiety

hurting all over

cannot stand it

if i start screaming or crying i may not stop

5-16-14

bad headache that seems to have turned into a migraine. ugh

5-15-14

reallly hurting bad from the whole week of being up and walking around so much

broken veins in legs

hips hurting

5-14-14

I can't take much more. I am at the edge.
These days of testing are KILLING me.
Can I sue for wrongful death???????????????

4-30-14

Had a restless night

had a charley horse in upper front thigh

Janessa and I rubbed it out but it is sore this morning

NOT on Vit D supplements at this time

4-27&28-14

Hurting really bad Sunday and Monday

Tired

stressed

angry at life

pissed off at everyone

4-20-14

I went to church as per usual ---but I did not play the piano

Even just sitting there made the pain worse.

Did not eat very much lunch due to pain level

After meds pain eased up

i just cannot relax  I find that my muscles are staying tense

4-17-14

had a really bad night---lots of pain and could not sleep

woke up and took meds this a.m. and then went back to bed

4-15-14

the rain and low temp are making my pain worse today

4-11-14

OMFG

yes, 3 pulled their pants down today  :O

stressed and hurting

4-10-14

pain hurting tired exhausted pissed off

4-9-14

hurting on and off yesterday in shoulders and wrists and hands

GOT to start going to bed at 10 on the dot

4-2-14

hip pain
back pain
leg pain

stress is making it worse....my kids at school are terrible

3-31-14

had so much pain yesterday
tried many combos to try to ease the papin
the effects are still here

got to find a way to get thru it

3-28-14

woke up with a headache and nausea

slept on and off until mid-aft'n

still hurting pretty bad tonite

3-26-14

I am hurting pretty bad this aft'n and so depressed about the outlook for next year's job situation.

I feel boxed in with NO choice and I blame Buchanan for this.

WHY?

3-4-14

I have not felt I could write this down so today is really the 20th.

Ricky passed away today. I cannot believe it. How can the world exist without him in it. He has always been. As long and far back as I remember---his presence was in my life. I will miss you always. See you in heaven. Love.

3-20-14

overwhelmed
pissed off
sick of kids
sick in body
hurting hurting hurting
feel anxiety building

nervous upset scared pissed mad lonely hate despise

2-27-14

i hate being sick with the crud---coughing etc.....
cold cold cold and hurting badly

2-27-14

feeling like death warmed over---i have the crud ---coughing and hacking, green yucky coming out of my nose and lungs.....i hate this....  :O

2-22-14

almost had a wreck yesterday and ran off the road to avoid it
then I cried all night long ---delayed reaction or panic episode???? not sure

2-18-14

having intestinal prob.

bowel movements are huge and then when I go....it then feels like my bladder has to empty MANY times

i hope i do not need a colonoscopy    yuck

2-16-14

major pain while playing piano today

lower back and then arms

2-11-14

hurting ---the cold and rain is killing me

had a migraine today

life is sucky today

2-7-14

Bad day at school yesterday----kids were horrible and disrespectful and would not stop talking. They are about the meet the Ms. Bitch known and loved at Lyman. I am not gonna take it from them. I know that I am tired and sick and have little energy to fight them--- but i will just write them up everyday until they are GONE

2-5-14

went to walmart after school ( which was hellacious) and got my meds and the rest of the groceries i needed

hurting pretty bad last nite and this morning

i hate getting worn out just taking a shower

1-24-14

came home and went to bed---slept for 2 hours

1-19-14

hurting pretty bad on and off today

big knots in upper back and in hip and leg

1-15-14

HURTING  HURTING so bad I am so close to tears

I cannot deal

1-12-14

anxiety attack --cannot go to sleep adrenaline pulsing thru my body

1-11-14

slept for about 12 hours---hurting pretty bad right now
had weird dreams and dreamed of Randy

1-7 thru 1-10-14

MIGRAINE MIGRAINE MIGRAINE