3-31-14

had so much pain yesterday
tried many combos to try to ease the papin
the effects are still here

got to find a way to get thru it

3-28-14

woke up with a headache and nausea

slept on and off until mid-aft'n

still hurting pretty bad tonite

3-26-14

I am hurting pretty bad this aft'n and so depressed about the outlook for next year's job situation.

I feel boxed in with NO choice and I blame Buchanan for this.

WHY?

3-4-14

I have not felt I could write this down so today is really the 20th.

Ricky passed away today. I cannot believe it. How can the world exist without him in it. He has always been. As long and far back as I remember---his presence was in my life. I will miss you always. See you in heaven. Love.

3-20-14

overwhelmed
pissed off
sick of kids
sick in body
hurting hurting hurting
feel anxiety building

nervous upset scared pissed mad lonely hate despise