I have several nightmares about CB this summer. This last one was bad. I dreamed should put pictures in my personnel file. I could not get anyone to help me. I have no friends. I have been a loner for a while. I have acquaintances. I kept trying the phone and could not get through to Daddy to call a lawyer. There were gonna get rid of me no matter. I woke up crying and depressive all day. Could not stop the tears.
I think it is a delayed reaction to everything. Having to leave a position I loved to get away from her. I hate the unknown and panic episodes are just waiting to get me. I can feel it.
