3-30-11

suicidal thoughts continually---the only thing that stops me is Janessa hating my life the pain the stress the hatred towards certain people

3-28-11

panic attack in sleep--thought it was a heart attack have hurt in chest, arm and back all day

3-17-11

extreme constipation and pain in my belly

am on the new bl psre meds

3-4-11

hard to fall asleeep last nite

3-1-11

depressed